A River Flows

a river flows..
It flows liek anyother river, but in the heart of that river,
in the heart of that flow, there is a poison, unlike any that man has ever seen.
Also in the heart of the river, in the heart of the flow,
there exists an elixir, unlike any that man can imagine.


some men have heard of the river.
they donot knwo whether it is a myth, or a dream or the child of someones idle imagination.
some men know of the river.
They know that it flows. They know that the flow never stops untill the day it empties into the ocean
And with it, it takes it's elixir and it's poison with it..
and upon falling and mixing with the never ending ocean,
it all turns to water... They both loose their powers.. They just cease to be.


some men have seen the river.
They have glimpsed the treasures it holds within.
The just do not know how to get it..
They want it , they want to be like the privilaged few..


And then there are the privilaged few..
some have seen it and plunged in to get it.
Some were just swimming in the river when they came across it.
some were lucky some were adamant.
Some were ment to get it.. some just squandered it.

Some choose the elixir.. some , the poison.

i wait by the river bank.
contemplating whether to jump in..
I wait to see if someone comes along to tell me what to to.
i wait to see if someone comes along and tells me
it's worth the effort.
I ask myself is this what i want.
I wait for someone to come along to answer that too..


And i wait by the river bank..thinking..

മേഖമെന്‍ മനസ്സിനെ മൂടുന്നു, ഓര്‍മകളുടെ പെരുമഴായാല്‍

പ്രേമമുരുവിടന്‍ ഞാന്‍ കടഞ്ഞ വാക്കുകളാല്‍

വിട പറഞ്ഞു ജീവിതം

നന്ദി പറയാന്‍ ഞാന്‍ എടുത്ത വാക്കുകളാല്‍

മാപ്പ് പറഞ്ഞു ജീവിതം

പ്രേമനന്ദിക്കിടയിലുള്ള വാക്കുകളാല്‍

ഒരുഹോമാഗ്നികൂട്ടി ജീവിതം

ആ അഗ്നിയില്‍ ഹോമിച്ചു ഞാന്‍

സ്വാര്‍ത്ഥംമാം എന്‍ ജീവിതം

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നഷ്ട സ്വപ്നങ്ങളേ

നിങ്ങള്‍ക്കായ്‌ മയങ്ങുന്നു‌ ഞാന്‍

നഷ്ട സ്വപ്നങ്ങളേ

നിങ്ങളാല്‍ ഉണരുന്നു‌ ഞാന്‍

നഷ്ട സ്വപ്നങ്ങളേ

നിങ്ങള്‍ക്കായ്‌ സ്വസിക്കുനു‌ ഞാന്‍

‍നഷ്ട സ്വപ്നങ്ങളേ

നിങ്ങളാല്‍ മരിക്കുന്നു‌ ഞാന്‍